Seagram's 7

I am sitting at my apartment. A small flask of Seagrams and some root beer in front of me. I've been drinking it and it makes me crazy how fast alcohol gets into my system. I have a cold. I got it from Utah. I just counted how many I's, Me's and My's that I've written since I've started and its mind boggling.  no way that it is 14. It is and thats funny in the worst way. Armageddon is on the t.v. Yes that movie that has Bruce Willis and Ben Affleck in it. no explanation other than there's nothing on and I just watched the season finale of Californication so who cares what's on anyway.  Have you ever thought about how many times that you say I or Me or My. I did once when I smoked a lot of weed and it drove me nuts. Armageddon is a really sad movie. Like when Bruce Willis stays and detonates the nuke and it shows the whole life flashing before his eyes thing and you hear Aerosmith playing... I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep cuz I miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thang... you know what I'm talking about. You know being a 14 year old girl and watching that movie ten years ago. Its really moving hahaha. kind of like when you watched the Mothman prophecies and you didn't want to look out the window because you might see red eyes looking back at you. but not really. I think I've always been a t.v person. movie and television.  Stories are the best. Yeah reading is a zillion( a million times an billion) times better, but tv is easier and thats dumb.

Last night I had a spend the night with a long time friend who lives out here too and we drank Seagrams til three in the morning and I didn't feel this buzz like I do right now. maybe its these butter mints that my sister gave me for christmas, but there is definitely a buzz going on here.

so lets talk about Utah.

This place that I grew up in.  This place that I was planning to leave the whole time that I lived there. And then It turns out... God I'm sick of writing right now. Oh well maybe next time. Enjoy this drunken post and enjoy it or else.... 

P.S. 35 times I Me or My was said. Give or take a few. And than number is going down next time IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII swear.  Oh wait Bruce willis is about to blow himself up. Not lying... best part of the whole movie.